Figured it's about time to post something here.
First, I'd like to thank everyone that's responded to my last few journals. It really did mean a lot le me to see those responses, even if I didn't manage to respond to them. It made me feel a little less alone. Thank you all again.
I went to my father's memorial, it was a few days before Christmas, and also got to spend a few days with my mom, and Christmas eve with my sisters on my mom's side and some family. Unfortunately I had to fly back late Christmas Eve, so spend Christmas Day at home in my apartment, and worked the next day. :P
Since then I've been trying to put my life back together